Sometimes you just have to learn to let go....

So, $10 needs to be transferred into my savings account for not completing a task (Goal #64).  I've come to the realization that Goal #71, Make plans with childhood best friend every second Tuesday of the month, just isn't going to happen.  I tried - but I tried as much as I could. 

Sometimes, you just need to realize that people don't care about you as much as you care about them and that it's time to let them go.  It's heartbreaking - I'm crushed right now.  I'll be crushed for a few days, but then I'm going to pick myself up, dust myself off and realize that the friends I have in my life right now are the ones that will be there for me when I need them.

We've been friends for 20 years. Whenever someone says "best friend" regardless of what points we've been at in our lives, she's always been the one I've pictured. The past 6 years I've tried to save our fragile friendship. I was an idiot for thinking that she really wanted to get our friendship back on track.  I'll still picture her as the best friend, since she was for a majority of my life. You never forget your first best friend, much like you'll never forget your first true love. But sometimes, you just need to let them go.